this blog has been super dead.. well, its time to start blogging again since my semester break had just started! well, life has been really challenging these days, as usual, there're ups and downs, dramas and etc. well, that's life and we grow from there. time passes quite fast this year where in a blink of an eye, its already end of november! i started my degree majoring in communication n' media studies under murdoch university at kdu university college. met some new faces during my first semester in february as i have known some, or most of them during my diploma. there are new and old lecturers too.
took 3 subjects during my first sem and all of it are kinda interesting, especially profesional communication, taught by a cool lecturer! kinda have this weird mindset in me where if i like that subject, i can score well. moving on to the 2nd semester, i took 2 subjects. both subjects are really tough for this sem. quite afraid that my grades will drop. lotsa "happening" dramas happened during this semester too . it's funny to think back, lol! i actually get to learn a lot from these dramas that happened. there were lotsa misunderstandings that happened, but no point explaining i guess. as long as you yourself know it does not happened that way, it's more than enough. i believe that we can lie to people but not to our true self.
someone had once told me, "when people throw stones to you, it's ok. you collect them and one day when you are strong enough, you can rise and throw the stones that you have collected back to them".
whatever that does not pull me down, makes me stronger! i have learnt to care less on other people's business, or should i say know but just keep my mouth shut? i think it is best not getting involved in. life is filled with rainbow colours, and we should live that way :) my understanding towards life grew deeper as i get to learn and know more stuffs.. yes, stuffs! i do not trust people easily, and it is good to have someone you can trust to talk to. the feeling is just great when you don't need to have a single worry about stuffs that you had just said being leaked out! life is just too vulnerable, agree? i wanna try living in this rainbow world, and i guess it is time for myself to step out of the comfort zone ;) it is time to care for my own feelings, hehehe!
it's thanks giving day today. would like to take this opportunity to thank god for my great family members who are always there for me, i love them and i love you, mum! would also like to thank god for great friends that i have around me (you know who you are ;) ), my spiritual family; cell group and church members. thank god for my studies, health and everything!!
happy thanks giving day :)
cheers!
